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Saturday, January 27th, 2007
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damn i havnt been on here since i joined the hatters
shit that was a while ago
fuck that i quit
and fuck ryan
im broke as fuck
i just lost my job
and my last paycheck is all goin to bills
no money in my pocket
no gas in my car
and i need a fucking ciggarette
i mite have to move back in with my dad
the fucker who kicked me out
but ever since my mom left him hes sad
he has no friends
my lil bros hate him
hell ihate the bastard
i need some fucking money
like 20 for gas
40 for food to last till tuesday
and like 15 for ciggs
sweet ima go rob someone
fuck this
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havnt been here in a while
um lets see
playin with the hatters is possibly the best thing to happen to me in a long time
i go on tour sat and wont come back til the 17th
IM PLAYING CBGB's
holy shit
its guna be a good time
everything is chill, i move out soon, i have a job
MY GIRLFRIEND IS WONDERFUL
jessica your a doll
im only missing 1 thing
and i dono if ill ever get that back, and living without it is hard
o and massacre of the umbilical chord is wonderful
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eh im frustrated
girls are a pain in the butt
not mine tho shes great
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so im in a new band
THE MADDHATTERS
their old guitar player quit so i was like ooo pick me
and they did
i played my first show sat
it went pretty well
i have another one this saturday
with THE PIETASTERS
yea
thats guna be nuts
its at luckys go
jessica is wonderful
bye
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Wednesday, April 26th, 2006
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i have now decided to update
update
now that thats ot of the way
jessica is great
my friends are well
i dislike drugs and booze
and i really dislike rent a pigs at the mall
i smoke a pipe occasionally
it has pipe tobacco in it
im 18 i can do that
life could be better tho
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prom was cool
i went with stacy
odd but it was cool
didnt stay to long
went to a party
it was fun
thats all the info i will post
haha
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Wednesday, April 19th, 2006
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its my birthday to day
and la laas
happy birthday lalaa
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Tuesday, April 11th, 2006
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tara broke up with me a couple days ago
eh o well
i turn 18 on the 19th
woo buy me stuff
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Wednesday, April 5th, 2006
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so tara is being weird and i dont like it
eh owell
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| Time: | 1:08 pm. |
| Mood: | eh not so good. | | Music: | flatfoot 56. |
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so ok every actions have consequences, and ive skipped and slackked off all semester. between not wanting to care cuz of family stuff, hating life and just plain being lazy ive pretty much failed senior project and earth science.
im not even saposed to be taking earth science, and up untill almost midterms i was waiting for the school to let me drop the class, and then they finally told me that my old school didnt transfer all my credits( the same reason why i cant get my liscense before im 18). so i failed the first quater because i didnt do anything, an administrater was saposed to get the teacher to let me make up all the work because they took so long to tell me i had to stay in the class. that administater is avoiding me and ignoring my parents fone calls.
i wrote my final research paper for senior project, and was finishing it at school, and we had a fire drill i come back and the paper is gone, this was on the day that it was due. so i re-write it and 5 pages in and the server goes down and i loose it again. so i re write a half done 6 page sloppy version 3 days late and fail it. i got a zero.
i could make up all this stuff and barely pass my senior year but it wouldnt be rite.
fact is even with all these excuses i slacked off and skipped alot. i shouldve been doin the science stuff untill i was switched out, and i shouldve had better time manegement on my paper. and i shouldnt skip so much
so im dropping out and re enrolling in the fall, not quitting just restarting.
ill graduate in december
its better than having really low grades or even failing my senior year
this also lets me start working full time, ill be 18 on the 19th and il be able to drive. so im guna find a full time job in leland. there hiring everywhere over there but i never got a job cuz i couldnt get there.
this is kindve a good thing tho, cuz well i need the money, actually my family needs the money as well, for those who dont know im poor. my family is poor. and it sucks. im pretty sure my dad is squandering money somewhere like he used to in strip clubs. i just cant prove it.
yea so this is wat i gota do.
yea i made some mistakes but im owning up to them and im guna fix em.
if u think i wasted alot of time slacking off, ur rite, but keep your comments to your self, this is guna be hard enuf with out ppl tellin me how stupid i am, and if u wana talk with yur friends about how dumb i am, then dont talk to me at all, i dont need friends like that.
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Wednesday, March 29th, 2006
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and im thinking of disapearing
{not suicide douchebags}
but kinda sliding of the face of wilmington
or maybe just hidong under your beds??
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Wednesday, March 15th, 2006
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so everyone hates me
wat else is new
i guess im a trend
ppl love me then they hate me
wonder when ill come back in fashion??
happy bday made nice way to celebrate
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Tuesday, March 14th, 2006
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| Time: | 7:56 am. |
| Music: | Tom waits. |
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im in a Tom Waits mood
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savvy i must thatnk u again, streetlight manifesto has been kicking my ear drums and im loving it
in other news
im sick
im scared of rachel
(yea im scared??)
im trying to settle stuff
finish school
kill my dad
and live happily ever after
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Thursday, March 2nd, 2006
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| Time: | 1:33 pm. |
| Music: | the hottness, bianka oblivion. |
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i finished writing that thing
i like it
i dont care if YOU(happy danny), dont
All hail the dictator
Run u bastards he’ll have your head
And she’s sitting at his right hand
With both hands down his pants
He belongs to her now you understand
Were all done you understand
The war is on we are the pawns
No one can save you
No knights to protect you
We’re ill supported ill equipped
And nothing is sacred
And we aren’t worth shit
All hail the king,
Lead us to till the end
Long live the king
Lead us to our death
You fools you fools
Forget your problems
Take up arms
Fight those who are different
Listen to our king
Regret, its pounding in our drums
Rebel, it’s pumping thru our veins
No longer will we be pushed aside
No longer will I work for a your wrong cause
There’s an uprising in the land
KILL THE KING KILL THE KING
And in the end well all play fair
The field is full of blood
Innocents slaughtered for your war
And your days are numbered
The king has returned
RETURN OF THE KING
RETURN OF THE KING
ALL HAIL THE KING
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Wednesday, March 1st, 2006
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thats right i wana punch them in the face
im bored and hungry
i ditched my pastor yesterday
ima dick
ooo and i wrote somethin
i kinda like it
its weird
different
oo and i told rachel i love her
prolly a mistake but i did
i told her it wasnt like i wana spend the rest of my life with u thing
but for rite now i just wna be with her
im 99% sure she feels the same way
i never can tell with her,
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Monday, February 27th, 2006
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| Time: | 1:30 pm. |
| Mood: | GWA=generalywrongfullyamazing. | | Music: | Fred Hammond. |
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so i just realized something, i have lj icons
and i dont care
2 bright eyes ones and a underoath one
anyway
senior project still sux
and i freaked out this weekend
wow did i freak out
it was really bad
i kinda dont trust myslef anymore
i dont wana be alone with a certain person
i fell like a douche
ice leads to bad things
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Friday, February 24th, 2006
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soo yea i owned senior project
came in teacher told me i had a 23
looked at her and said but i have stuff to turn in
now im passing with fyling colors
oo and i got caught skipping
ive been to senior project 7 times this semester, wait today makes 8
and my dads pissed at the school for taking so long to catch me
so my parents dont care, and their guna have a meeting with some school person, and my dads just guna yell at em
wat a dick
rachels party tonite
shes a sweety
i like her
himsa darkest hour sat
wooo
im amazing
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Thursday, February 23rd, 2006
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good God im bored
senior project sux
i dont wana be her e but i came for once so stop yellin at me
i smoked a black in mild yesterday, my first in a month ina half
eh dont yell at me it was only one
rachels bday fri
himsa/darkest hour sat, dono if i wana go to that
i think im guna but now i gota go buy a ticket
lame
i got senioritus bad
i dont ever wana be here
i kinda wana drop out, and do cape fear just so i can be done with it, BUT IM NOT
unless i dont get the shit that i need to do my senior pro, not the work or class stuff, surprisingly im fine on that, but i need a new sound card, a new computer mic, and a drum set in the next 2 weeks or i wont be able to do the actual project and then i will fail
eh o well
i really dont care abou school or anything rite now
pretty much all i wana do is play music and go to church
oo and by the way church is amazing
its done me lotsa good, im really getting happy
stuff at home is getting bad, theres alot of stuff thats just about to exploud, and wen it does, well schools not guna help me get thru it, hell im not sure wat will
but stuff is getting really bad, my dads sucking up again, which means hes about to pull something, its the calm before the storm
my moms about to go thru the roof
brandon just got kicked outa school for good, were sending him away for sure now, i saw my mom print of the form
lighthouse ranch for boys
thats where hes goin
thats where u go wen u tel teachers that ur guna kill them
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Thursday, February 16th, 2006
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